Insomnia is an ally of restlessness;
While trauma, a result of feeling helpless.
Trapped between two evils'what a dilemma!
How I wish for temporary amnesia.
Believe me, I didn't pray for idleness,
Which only aggravates my being hopeless.
I long to see a host of gumamela
In a backyard with an old, tall acacia.
When will I ever make love with happiness?
I'm very tired of wallowing in sadness.
Belov'd, I need your taste and aroma;
Save me from turning into an amoeba.
I'm dying nightly because of emptiness!
I'm living in a house, but I am homeless.