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I've been in love for quiet sometime
And it's hard for me to forget it
He's been a part of my life
I know he's been special to me
I've loved him since I was a kid
And that feeling kept hunting me
That feeling is coming back
And I don't know what to do
Cause living in the past hurts me

He's my knight
The love of my life
My only inspiration
And the only love I've known

We parted ways
But I kept on finding him...
Finding him in the other guys
Finding the love I've lost
Finding the magical feeling
I've experienced

But I was stupid as it is
Stupid for ignoring him
As well as the love he offered
I failed to realize his worth
When he was gone
I never knew this will be hard

I didn't know that until now
Still'I will love him
That the shadows of the past
Will still be remembered
That I will still be here'
Hoping him to come back
Waiting for him

I guess now I'm realizing'
The mistakes I've made
The stupid things I've done
Which changes everything to me
Everything that only me
Could ever know

That letting someone go
Letting someone hurt
Is like letting yourself be hurt'
Not just once, not just for a while'
But for the rest of your life

I know I'm the one who lose
I'm the one who cried the most
But I know it's not as if I will never recover
Not as if it's the end of everything
Someday, somehow the wounds will heal
The pain will be wash away
But I knew the scars will remain forever

I love him but this is too much
For the shadows of my past to stay
I have to live back to life
I have to accept my destiny
That even if I love him
He's no longer mine, no longer here
And his heart already belong with someone
Someone who could love him
More that I could do
More that I can offer

So this has to end
My misery should find its end
And now even if it's hurtful
My knight I'll forget you
But not the moments
I've shared with you

I love you, I miss you
But now I'll leave the past behind
I'm sorry...certainly I do
But now this is Goodbye

Goodbye to the feelings
I kept for years
The feeling of longing
Now I'm leaving it all behind

Goodbye My Knight'